Thank you

Here i want to thank those persons who read my blog and give comment here. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! At least u did read and give me comment either you give the comment, advice, excitation, or else in direct or indirect way.. i appreciate it. but, somehow, i could not understand when you give me advice, comment or what, please do direct a bit. then i will know. THANKS!

My Quotes 个人语录

- 有很多事是自学的。
Many things have to be learnt by self.

- 不哭的人,不代表坚强;落泪的人,不代表儒弱。
A man who cries, is not represent he is weak; A man who do not cry, is not represent he is strong.

-人家对你好,不代表你对人家好;你对人家好,也不代表人家对你好。
People treat you good, not represent you treat people good; you treat people good, not represent people treat you good.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

上星期

2008年12月30日 星期二 阴雨

这个部落格描述上个星期所发生的事。

12月22日 上课;晚间到21st century和同学庆祝生日,顺便也有我的份。谢谢你们,把我搞到那样,也没什么。第一次,或许是最后一次,很难的。

12月23日 上课;如常; 24日的凌晨12点看成绩。很不满意。很不爽。不知道为什么会拿到那么差的成绩。不是我要的!那晚‘很好’睡,因为我是真的晕晕的。24日早上起床也是晕晕的,走路也不稳。

12月24日 如常上课;上课时独自地,静静地,按奈着心情地上课。10点上完课,翘10点半的课,回家。开后车门,放下书包,关门时,敲到手尾指。我很快缩回手,手指流血。当时慌,原本按奈着的心情直接解放了出来,泪水一直飙了出来。裕杰带我去看医生,医生给我冰敷手指来凝固血,那冰让我更加刺痛,我更本不能任。也许这是给我的机会吧,一次过让我发泄出来吧,我也不知道。当时我有念头,我不想去新加坡了,很没心情。最后回家的路上,想了想,我还是去了。
下午3点半巴士开始启程,路途中经过家乡永平,让我们歇息。之后又再上路,8点多我们到新加坡关卡,10点到康宏家。放下行李,大伙儿到闹市乌节路倒数圣诞。

12月25日 圣诞节 起床后,大家在义顺附近的熟食中心吃早餐。之后就一直呆在武吉士(Bugis)逛了整个下午。晚上就去吃火锅,四种汤底的火锅,还不错,就好的是,药材鸡汤火锅。之后走路,走过好几个地方,也记不清楚了。12点回家,盥洗之后,康宏就教大家玩韩国小游戏,失败者被罚喝酒,是whisky哦。那晚我喝很多,因为我输。那晚很好睡。

12月26日 大家都迟起床。2点多才和裕杰见面,之后他们去Check in房间,顺便等家伟来。等的当儿,又去Bugis走。。还蛮无聊的。哈哈!之后我单独搭上MRT和表姐见面那车票。来回就用了两个小时。也好,不然我的脚很酸痛。

12月27日 我的生日。没什么感觉。中午吃了99cents 的sushi 后就到sentosa玩整天。最有看头的事Song of the sea。

12月28日 起程回KL。

12月29日 zobo

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

early birthday

December 22, 2008 Monday Sunny

Tonight coursemates celebrated choonkiat's and my birthday... mine, celebrated early. choonkiat's, celebrated one day late. thanks to you all.. appreciate it! this was the first time, think is the last time in my university life. got ppl ask me, was i happy just now for that celebration.. i said yes, when i took photo with those lenglui. then rest of the time, just sit at there, chatting with the person around me.. tonight dinner quite sumptous... got appetizer, swiss cheese chicken chop, got tongyun, 2 slices of birthday cake... nice! thankss!! nothing to say more..

Thursday, December 18, 2008

fun day gua

December 18, 2008 Thursday Sunny

Today was the first time outing with coursemates. we went seremban to have breakfast then went Pedas Wetworld... i did not know and i had no image about that air panas wetworld before going there. once i reached there, it gave a big surprise that it is a concrete place! i thought it is in the place like forest or jungle or hutan lipur there one.... a bit bit bit disappointed only la.. summing up, there is only 3 places to let me play... one, sinking in the hot water; two, sinking and playing in the cool water and three, playing and sliding down from high place. well, i satisfied... need enjoy de ma... quite enjoy la... all these guys and girls were enjoyed too... leave the burden of study... playing with water... another of feeling(relieve stress)
after that, siew pao sheng... some of us bought and ate the siew pao...
then went seremban 2 de jusco to have a movie, Ip Man, okay to watch because of the history there... not funny to laugh actually when people around me was laughing at the movie...
after that, all went for 'crab-ing'. a sumptous meal! excellent!
after all, it should considered a nice trip gua...

got ppl asked me why i seem no mood. it was true...

thank you

December 18, 2008 Thursday

nothing to write in this blog... i just have the feeling to write a THANK YOU to those friends who concerned me regarding i had insomnia on wednesday midnight...
really thankful to those... i really appreciate it!! im saying truth..
although some of you were informed by me... but after that u were still asking me whether i was still okay or not...
some of you noticed what i wrote in my msn or facebook and u did ask me... this proved that you are good.. knowing to concern people...

anyway, thank a lot!! i have no insomnia after that night... and i hope that i won't have it anymore, i scared! the actual reason of my insomnia was unknown, suspecting that i drank too much of ho yan hor tea at night..

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

insomnia and suffered

17th April 2008 Wednesday Unknown weather

Arrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf! it is 5am now. i dont know you are suprised or not. i am very suffered!!! i cant sleep!!! insomnia!!! i dont know why!!!! i want cry la! it's torturing me!!! i have class later on 8am! i should sleep one, but i cant!! baring on the bed, my brain keep flashing lots of screen. it's seem a lot of matter to let me think.. one past one, one over one. i cant really sleep. this is the second time since last 3 weeks. i did ever think the reason why i cant sleep! it's maybe i drank 3 cups of ho yan hor tea? some people said you cant get easy to sleep if you drink tea before sleep. is it take effect on me? oh my god! i really dont know. in the evening of 16th, i had headache for long time. it's painful. so i made ho yan hor tea and made it 3 cups.. it made me relieved after drinking... how? i hate! i hate myself.. why i have that kind of habit ie thinking before sleeping? i dont want.. just now, i punched on head myself and told me to sleep but it did not work! argh! i want knocked myself on the wall!!! but i did not have that braveness!! i know the pain. so what can i do now? who can tell me? who can help me? now i cant ever close my eyes... even it were closed, but i still cant get into sleeping! how?!! keep my eyes closed? can i fell asleep later? about 2 hours laer, i have to prepare to go to faculty... argh!!!

sorry to ngeok kuan, i said i have to go for rest and will read what you told me in ur blog, but now i still have no mood to see it yet..

now 5.14am.............

Saturday, December 13, 2008

没开到学

2008年12月13日 星期六 晴

星期一哈芝节没上课。星期一回到加影住家。星期二到学校,一个马来仔都没,没讲师,摆明就是没上课,结果八点就坐在那里,坐到睡觉,一直到一点才回家。真是有够废的!还好下午有节目。呵呵。。到谷中城走走,晚上观赏The Day The Earth Stood Still首映礼。。爽!第一次看第一场的电影,又不用钱。还ok的!也不差,重点是故事。。星期三又7早8早去到系院,结果还是一样。结果去看了医生后就回家。回家想上网却不能,都不懂什么鬼网络,使得我整天都不能上网。睡觉咯,看戏咯,反复做一样的事。真是度日如年!来到星期四,庆幸的是这天是雪州苏丹诞辰,所以没上课,但还是一样无聊,也蛮可悲的。下午到巴士站看看有否车票以让我回家。皇天不负有心人,我能够在那天回家!结果5点半就乘上巴士回家去了!

Monday, December 8, 2008

开学了

2008年12月8日 星期一 雨

今天天气很差!从凌晨12时就在永平开始下着雨一直到早间都没停过,而且还是大雨。不喜欢雨天。今天回加影,明天开始新的学期。

新的学期来临,就是开学咯。开学,就是又是新的开始。新的开始,就许个愿吧!愿我事事顺利,开开心心,身体健康。

休了两个星期的假,应该是有补回我的睡眠了吧。。希望这个学期我比上个学期能多睡一点点,否则又被人说眼袋很深。。

也是接近睡觉时间了。早点睡,好精神。

Thursday, December 4, 2008

思考

2008年12月4日 星期四 雨

停电的夜晚,凉凉的天气,使得我在床上也感觉不到热。躺在床上,利用上天的机会,好好思考。我在思考身边的朋友,思考着他们对我好吗,思考他们的分量,思考我对他们好吗,思考我的分量。之前我问过一个朋友,我是你的什么朋友。他告诉我,我就是他的朋友,就是一个朋友;可我告诉他,我当他是最好的朋友。他却改口说我是他的朋友当中比较好的一个。这样说是让我好过呢,还是敷衍我呢,我自己也不知道。后来,我又问他,谁是你的好友或者说谁是你的知己,他说他没下这样的衡量且不知道谁是他的知己好友。这点我都乱了。这样的说法不会属于我。个人观点不同,我实在不能干涉。但,我自问,我对你(朋友)好,你为什么一样对待我呢?难道我不是你的好友吗?终于,我想通了一点,你对人好,人家未必会对你好。这点我必须知道。为什么一直以来我都没想到这一点呢?我又自问,朋友对我好,我有报之以李吗?这答案似乎也是没有。如果你真心对待一个人好,那人也未必会一样的报答你。这点看穿了,有改变?没有。还很执着。告诉自己,醒醒吧!从今以后,就尝试对待回身边的朋友好些,可能会有不一样的回报吧。说会前提,你当人家是知己好友,却发现人家没把你当成是你的知己好友。你会怎么想呢?可能就是-为什么?心里当然不好过。知己好友是什么?个人感观,他们是相互的,互相分享,犹如同舟共济,当然,一方应给于另一方支持,关怀,关心,辅导,劝告等不管他是开心,不开心,遇难或。。当然,每个人的处理方式不同。可能有些人装着一幅漠不关心的样子,实际是很关心。可有些人就根本不理不睬。可有些人忽冷忽热。但这些就是知己好友相处方式吗?没人能给个定论。这一点我要好好自我反省,或许自己遇到的就是这样类型的朋友。但自己心里却不好受,要怎么办?难道学习朋友的处理方式—什么都不理,什么都不管?事情终究是要解决的啊。难道自个儿遇见问题时,置之不理?这哪是什么处理方式。对,每个人对事情的处理方式都不一样。有些人会轻而易举的解决;有的人深感压力的存在;且有人就是不管。我很想知道,如果什么都不管,难道事情会自动解决吗?如果是双方面的事,另一方一定很辛苦。如果单方面的事情,那事情就永远都不会解决了。
那最终的结论,尝试好好对待回身边对你好的朋友,虽然—“人家对你好,不代表你对人家好;你对人家好,也不代表人家对你好。”知己好友难寻,应该好好珍惜身边的知己好友,尝试把身边的朋友当着知己好友般珍惜。而事情一定要有始有终,好好处理及解决。

停电的夜晚

2008年12月4日 星期四 晴

不知道是什么日子,我家那条街及永平几个地区尽然停电。

以前,停电就会觉的很热,很闷。但今天停电我走出房子,看着屋外的夜空。今天的夜色很好,不知是什么月,就像前两天看到的月亮一样,一个笑口。屋外的天空挂满了星星。今天觉的这些繁星很漂亮。独自走来走去,无声的,静静的,感觉上天在给我机会,时间思考。

对,我应该利用那段时间来思考的。思考我到底想些的是什么。我应该自我反省,不应该太过于执着某些事物。也许执着会带给自己不欢喜,不快乐;但是执着某些事物也没不对。到底是怎样呢?我自己也不知。想想吧。。

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

生病

2008年12月3日 星期三 晴

回来12天了,我也病了12天。原本就咳几声演变成失声状态,后来也越来越严重。今天我又去看医生了,今天是我第三次看医生了。我换另一间诊所。之前都在地方政府诊所看病,因为只需要缴付一令吉!可是我的咳嗽迟迟未康复,我很辛苦。直到今天,我又再看医生。今天去的是不同的诊所了。这医生可信吧!如果在周末之前能康复,当让我很开心,但如果未能康复,那就很糟糕。

生病很不好受,这点大家应该都知道。那么多病痛,我最怕就是咳嗽了。很怕,我需要很长时间才能康复,从以前到现在都一样。我宁可发烧也不要咳嗽。。T.T

因为咳嗽,我的声音也变得沙哑,不想说话;但很闷。闷在心里,很不好受啊。但是,我也不知道怎么办。