2008年10月20日 星期一
我要的？
我要什么？
我要的很简单。
应该都会有人要的。
不要的我不知你是谁。
这个深夜那种感觉又来了。
究竟发生了什么事让我有感触？
其实我也不知道。
最近我很奇怪。
有好多事在心里，
很想发泄，
但，
似乎找不到对象发泄。
想找到，你似乎很冷淡。
不找的，你却偏偏来。
不想的，你却还关心。
所以，
我要的，你能是我想要的吗？
很烦啊。
不想的时候，没事。
想的时候，真的很辛苦。
但不想也不是办法。
事情终究是要解决的。
Monday, October 20, 2008
来了
2008年10月20日 星期一 未知
终于要来了。
顿了那么久的事，终于要来了。
打从开学到现在，那件事就一直到现在，到现在都没解决。
这个星期二终于要和他以战胜负。
好不容易，熬到现在。
好希望，这个星期二能够应付自如。
不是，我是行的！我能把你给干掉！
你不让我好过的话，我也不怕！
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究竟是什么事？
是作业呈献啦！
终于要来了。
顿了那么久的事，终于要来了。
打从开学到现在，那件事就一直到现在，到现在都没解决。
这个星期二终于要和他以战胜负。
好不容易，熬到现在。
好希望，这个星期二能够应付自如。
不是，我是行的！我能把你给干掉！
你不让我好过的话，我也不怕！
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究竟是什么事？
是作业呈献啦！
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
hot
15 October 2008, Wednesday Sunny
Today is hot in weather. So i have headache now. Not very painful but dislike this kind of feeling.
Yesterday, i took a look on the notice board in front of the office at foyer of faculty. It was announced that MY new semester will begin at 8th of december. Early starting school is expected one. But, what i disappointed was my holiday got only TWO(2) weeks. Miserable!(German language)
Well, what to do? Just continue with this new semester only.
Last night i had my german oral test. After that, sin long and boonchun came my house and we did the rest work of our project until 3am something. Then we had 'yumcha' at mamak there. Thank you all for sacrifcing your treasureable time.
Coming tuesday will be our presentation sesssion. Hope we all can do well in it.
Today is hot in weather. So i have headache now. Not very painful but dislike this kind of feeling.
Yesterday, i took a look on the notice board in front of the office at foyer of faculty. It was announced that MY new semester will begin at 8th of december. Early starting school is expected one. But, what i disappointed was my holiday got only TWO(2) weeks. Miserable!(German language)
Well, what to do? Just continue with this new semester only.
Last night i had my german oral test. After that, sin long and boonchun came my house and we did the rest work of our project until 3am something. Then we had 'yumcha' at mamak there. Thank you all for sacrifcing your treasureable time.
Coming tuesday will be our presentation sesssion. Hope we all can do well in it.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
好朋友
2008年10月12日 星期天 晴
文转星洲日报快乐星期天
好朋友是。。。
所谓好朋友，就是不必为半夜打电话给对方而心怀愧疚，因为它会清楚这通电话一定有它的必要性！生命一路走来，爱情、亲情、工作等等遇到各种挫折，经历着生命不同的起承转合，每一回，都回转头去找频率同调的好朋友，唯有他，才能舒缓心灵的创痛，找到重新面对生活的力量。
所谓好朋友，就是你痛苦了我打心里来安慰你，让你感觉到我给你的安慰是如此真切，如此同理心，我的安慰，化解了你积郁心中的痛苦；我快乐了你跟我一起分享，分享的天真、分享得无邪无私，好像是自己的快乐；你成功了，我心里不能毛毛的，怪怪的，一副酸酸的样子。
先秦哲学家庄周说：“君子之交淡如水，小人之交甘若醴；君子淡以亲，小人甘以绝。”
英语谚语：“A friend in need is a friend indeed”
1。普通的交情，并不是知心的朋友叫。。。泛泛之交
2。坚定不变的友谊叫。。。金石之交
3。朋友之间互相投合，后来结拜兄弟叫。。。金兰之交
4。见面时只是点头打招呼，比喻很淡的交情叫。。。点头之交
5。有福同享，有难同当的朋友叫。。。患难之交
6。贫苦微贱时所结交的朋友叫。。。布衣之交
7。只见过一次面，形容批次没有深厚的交情的朋友叫。。。一面之交
8。结拜的异性兄弟叫。。。近金兰之交也
9。两人因学识志趣相投，不论年纪长幼而结为好朋友交。。。忘年之交
10。比喻结交朋友不以贵贱而有分别叫。。。车笠之交
11。志同道合的朋友叫。。。苔岑之契
12。同心相契的好朋友叫。。。莫逆之交、管鲍之交、刎劲之交
13。以学问或品行互相勉励的朋友叫。。。道义之交
14。以金钱、权势、地位或其他利益结交的朋友叫。。。势力之交
15。幼年相契的好朋友叫。。。青梅竹马
16。唯利是图，为利害关系而结交的朋友叫。。市道之交
17。女人的友谊叫。。。手帕交
文转星洲日报快乐星期天
好朋友是。。。
所谓好朋友，就是不必为半夜打电话给对方而心怀愧疚，因为它会清楚这通电话一定有它的必要性！生命一路走来，爱情、亲情、工作等等遇到各种挫折，经历着生命不同的起承转合，每一回，都回转头去找频率同调的好朋友，唯有他，才能舒缓心灵的创痛，找到重新面对生活的力量。
所谓好朋友，就是你痛苦了我打心里来安慰你，让你感觉到我给你的安慰是如此真切，如此同理心，我的安慰，化解了你积郁心中的痛苦；我快乐了你跟我一起分享，分享的天真、分享得无邪无私，好像是自己的快乐；你成功了，我心里不能毛毛的，怪怪的，一副酸酸的样子。
先秦哲学家庄周说：“君子之交淡如水，小人之交甘若醴；君子淡以亲，小人甘以绝。”
英语谚语：“A friend in need is a friend indeed”
1。普通的交情，并不是知心的朋友叫。。。泛泛之交
2。坚定不变的友谊叫。。。金石之交
3。朋友之间互相投合，后来结拜兄弟叫。。。金兰之交
4。见面时只是点头打招呼，比喻很淡的交情叫。。。点头之交
5。有福同享，有难同当的朋友叫。。。患难之交
6。贫苦微贱时所结交的朋友叫。。。布衣之交
7。只见过一次面，形容批次没有深厚的交情的朋友叫。。。一面之交
8。结拜的异性兄弟叫。。。近金兰之交也
9。两人因学识志趣相投，不论年纪长幼而结为好朋友交。。。忘年之交
10。比喻结交朋友不以贵贱而有分别叫。。。车笠之交
11。志同道合的朋友叫。。。苔岑之契
12。同心相契的好朋友叫。。。莫逆之交、管鲍之交、刎劲之交
13。以学问或品行互相勉励的朋友叫。。。道义之交
14。以金钱、权势、地位或其他利益结交的朋友叫。。。势力之交
15。幼年相契的好朋友叫。。。青梅竹马
16。唯利是图，为利害关系而结交的朋友叫。。市道之交
17。女人的友谊叫。。。手帕交
Friday, October 10, 2008
压力
2008年10月10日 星期五 晴
今天星期五，要交turning lab的报告。早上十点多去了学校交了。
之后，去办事处领取考试时间表兼入场卷。
再来，去找教授的硕士学生，为了是将我星期一的quiz延期。他没在。
星期一不能考quiz是因为我有事回家乡。为了什么事？不说，暂时不说。适当时会说。对不起，我不是有心隐瞒你们的。
昨天德语老师说星期二来个口试，星期三来个小考（也是最后一个小考）。我明天，星期六回家。根本没得练习。
最近不是很忙，而是很不得空。星期一开学至今，几乎天天呆在家里的时间不超过三小时（睡眠时间除外）。开始没事，但德语老师昨天一说要口试及小考，我还依然没事。但现在的我，头痛，很辛苦，不知所措，六神无主，彷徨。project又还没做完。怎么办？还有很多东西要做。我很害怕。如果quiz没能补考，我就失去那些分数了。口试靠不好，我就少分了。project又没有软件做。真是的！现在想要开始做昨天所剩的东西又没心情作。
很压力！！！
我不想像那天一样。。。。想找个真心朋友聊都不知他愿意没，也不知道有或没。唉。。
今天星期五，要交turning lab的报告。早上十点多去了学校交了。
之后，去办事处领取考试时间表兼入场卷。
再来，去找教授的硕士学生，为了是将我星期一的quiz延期。他没在。
星期一不能考quiz是因为我有事回家乡。为了什么事？不说，暂时不说。适当时会说。对不起，我不是有心隐瞒你们的。
昨天德语老师说星期二来个口试，星期三来个小考（也是最后一个小考）。我明天，星期六回家。根本没得练习。
最近不是很忙，而是很不得空。星期一开学至今，几乎天天呆在家里的时间不超过三小时（睡眠时间除外）。开始没事，但德语老师昨天一说要口试及小考，我还依然没事。但现在的我，头痛，很辛苦，不知所措，六神无主，彷徨。project又还没做完。怎么办？还有很多东西要做。我很害怕。如果quiz没能补考，我就失去那些分数了。口试靠不好，我就少分了。project又没有软件做。真是的！现在想要开始做昨天所剩的东西又没心情作。
很压力！！！
我不想像那天一样。。。。想找个真心朋友聊都不知他愿意没，也不知道有或没。唉。。
Friday, October 3, 2008
出卖
2008年10月3日 星期五 阴雨
自上篇部落格不到24小时，又上来了。
刚刚被出卖，不是家乡朋友，而是大学同学。竟然把我的料给抖出来。我没震惊，只是失望。为什么暴料的不守口如瓶？要知道的，为什么不自个儿来问当事人？
我有点失望。昨天还说身边没真心朋友，今天果然有这种感觉，还很深。我很。。。。。
自上篇部落格不到24小时，又上来了。
刚刚被出卖，不是家乡朋友，而是大学同学。竟然把我的料给抖出来。我没震惊，只是失望。为什么暴料的不守口如瓶？要知道的，为什么不自个儿来问当事人？
我有点失望。昨天还说身边没真心朋友，今天果然有这种感觉，还很深。我很。。。。。
“简报”
2008年10月3日 星期五
很久没上来这里写部落格了。
现在是凌晨1点42分，我的心情曾有低落。不知道为什么就是心情不好。好像很无助。感觉到身边的朋友都是冷血的。是不是每次回来这里就会有这样的感觉呢？
想找个真心的朋友都似乎没有。我的真心朋友，你在哪儿？
之所以很久没上这里写部落格是因为这里让我感觉不安全。我不能畅快说出我的感受虽然这是我个人部落格。反之当有问题出现时，我竟然进入同学圈的集体部落格里畅快写出自己的感受，至少家乡的朋友不会出卖我。
但，人在异乡，身边的知心朋友有谁？想找个对象都不知道谁愿意。
很久没上来这里写部落格了。
现在是凌晨1点42分，我的心情曾有低落。不知道为什么就是心情不好。好像很无助。感觉到身边的朋友都是冷血的。是不是每次回来这里就会有这样的感觉呢？
想找个真心的朋友都似乎没有。我的真心朋友，你在哪儿？
之所以很久没上这里写部落格是因为这里让我感觉不安全。我不能畅快说出我的感受虽然这是我个人部落格。反之当有问题出现时，我竟然进入同学圈的集体部落格里畅快写出自己的感受，至少家乡的朋友不会出卖我。
但，人在异乡，身边的知心朋友有谁？想找个对象都不知道谁愿意。
Saturday, July 19, 2008
my sister
July 19, 2008 saturday sunny
my sister went for operation today. tuesday evening my mum called me and told me that my dad would bring my sister to hospital pantai for consultation of her head. months ago, there was a small and small thing on my sister's outer part of head. it was nothing when she touched it. it just like a small injury on the skin. one day, she removed the die-skin of the small thing. it bled. she did not know. the blood bled from her head down to ear then moved to her shirt, and dried. that time, my mum found out. on the next day, dad took her for clinic. doctor asked to go for hospital. last night, i just knew that sister would go for operation to remove that small thing on her head. my godness!! she is a kid, only 11 years old. went for operation. i asked her:" will you scare of the operation?" she answered:" if you do not say about this, then i will not scare." she is quite brave. but i heard her sound and i felt that she scared. poor girl. mum said this was a small operation, just to remove the small small thing. doctor ever did not know about what was the small thing. doctor has to make lab after the operation.
now my sister is in the theatre. God bless. nothing one..
my sister went for operation today. tuesday evening my mum called me and told me that my dad would bring my sister to hospital pantai for consultation of her head. months ago, there was a small and small thing on my sister's outer part of head. it was nothing when she touched it. it just like a small injury on the skin. one day, she removed the die-skin of the small thing. it bled. she did not know. the blood bled from her head down to ear then moved to her shirt, and dried. that time, my mum found out. on the next day, dad took her for clinic. doctor asked to go for hospital. last night, i just knew that sister would go for operation to remove that small thing on her head. my godness!! she is a kid, only 11 years old. went for operation. i asked her:" will you scare of the operation?" she answered:" if you do not say about this, then i will not scare." she is quite brave. but i heard her sound and i felt that she scared. poor girl. mum said this was a small operation, just to remove the small small thing. doctor ever did not know about what was the small thing. doctor has to make lab after the operation.
now my sister is in the theatre. God bless. nothing one..
Thursday, July 3, 2008
kh is leaving
[same as form six group blog]
Although weather is sunny at outside either it is in malaysia or singapore, it is quite sure that our weather is not sunny by today. kh is leaving soon! about three months ago, he received the offer letter from utas regarding further studies.
it was very fast that the spread of this good news to our ears!
at that time, we were happy and merry.
it was very fast too that we turned back to our normal life.
sometimes, we asked him this and that about the study in australia.
sometimes, we asked him out for small talk.
sometimes, we asked him .....
NOW= 20080703125500 and LATER = 20080703223000
during this short period...
what are WE thinking of?
we do not know
he does not know
Before he depart... he does not want us to send him
When he depart... we pray for him
After he depart... WE hope we can doing well in OURself.
Although weather is sunny at outside either it is in malaysia or singapore, it is quite sure that our weather is not sunny by today. kh is leaving soon! about three months ago, he received the offer letter from utas regarding further studies.
it was very fast that the spread of this good news to our ears!
at that time, we were happy and merry.
it was very fast too that we turned back to our normal life.
sometimes, we asked him this and that about the study in australia.
sometimes, we asked him out for small talk.
sometimes, we asked him .....
NOW= 20080703125500 and LATER = 20080703223000
during this short period...
what are WE thinking of?
we do not know
he does not know
Before he depart... he does not want us to send him
When he depart... we pray for him
After he depart... WE hope we can doing well in OURself.
1+3 working in SCB
July 3, 2008 Thursday not good weather
i had stopped work for 3 days from standard chartered bank batu pahat.
what's meant by 1+3? haha... that is one month plus 3 days. that was the period i worked at there.
during this period, i got to know many persons in the bank besides those price solution one.
first day, the first person i got to know sure was my senior, Mr. Saravanan. (not SCB staff but canon) he is a nice man. first day, treating me a lunch like opening or saying, should be ice-breaking. haha! he liked me not to call him directly but asked me to miss call then he would call me back as i can saved up money! this was his principle. this was because his phone credit was sponosored by the company!
in the same day, i got to know the branch operation manager (BOM in short form), Mr. Ramani. he is also a nice man from my senior's mouth. his management is a bit loose. he will not going to manage his staff tight. everything i asked him for permission, he just simply answered okay. but he does have a bad point, that is he used to laugh loudly and his laughing sound very humerous! and he likes to laugh. everytime he talked, he must laugh!
the third person i got to know is ting fang, teo. she is the girl that i could not tahan one. the way her talking as i mentioned in the previous blog.. but at the last day, 30th of june, was also her last day working at there. i back early. i just sms her when i was on the road. she said she bought a cake for me! but, unfortunately, i back already.. how? just greet her thank you. and im here to wish her all the best in the coming semesters as she is studying in UTHM.
felicia, a pregant-woman. looked like not so older than me, actually she is not! she is young only. the first few days i thought she is a staff in the bank with high authourity because many things got to go through her. actually, she is. she is getting to be BOM soon... in first of august as ramani will go back to puchong. congratulations to her!! and congratulations to her again because she will be a mother soon!(around october as she said when i gonna back home)
chek yin, a young lady, quite nice-looking. she likes to laugh too, same with ramani. she is the senior cashier, counting money every day. she is very good in communication with all races. she did converse with person nice, courteous, and polite. very bad that she had boy friend already.. haha!! kidding kidding...
another chek yin again but is chiek yin, everybody called her gabriella.. 20years old only! i thought she is around the same with me.. hmm my eyesight got problem already! any how, a good person too! willing to ask and willing to learn, no bad mood the whole day. but a pity on her was she did not want to continue her study in UTHM and she continued working in the bank. why?
wendy! sorry ya! she is really a woman!! her face always looks like very fierce! actually a bit fierce indeed. when she gonna crazy, then her fierce face disappear! i think she is better turn to crazy, sot sot type, then better to others... haha! if not i scare too!
who else? above persons are in the GMM department..
in priority banking there, only got 4 girls i knew and there are only 4 girls there la... girls?! because they are actually young!
the leader, lee yen! a leader with full-responsibility, do the things well and systematically. quite good of her because she is willing to teach me for some applications in PB. she likes to call xiao di but i got name what!! because she is easily forgot my name! that what she mentioned to me frequently.. hehe...
emmie, the second person i knew in this PB department. she is my senior in my secondary school, cousin of my friends.. she likes to wash me a while sometimes i did something very cute in her opinion. likewise, i kneelled down in front of lee yen when i was doing some document arragements... she laughed and said:" you want to ask leeyen marry with you? she is married la!" haha...
amanda, i did not know her well. silent face with silent mouth.... seldom chat with her.. but i knew her a good person too..
the last one in PB, that is ai mei. she is my senior too! but is ukm. well, a good person too la! sure! my senior what!! hehe!! she did things seriously..
now, no others in the first floor.. and go down to ground floor.
ground floor, the most kaypoh person is jonathan, the first person i knew in the bank for ground floor. well, say no more this guy, quite weird of his action..
then, the next person is darren. he is nice person too!! ukm senior too!! erm..hem... ukm students are good person what.. haha! darren koo is his name. name cool person also cool. not like to talk. once talk, all of his patterns came out! sometimes a bit cute of his words.. yo! 27 years old dy la!! haha! good lo him! treat me a lunch at my last day.. lunch with him 2 times, quite like to say he is boring, wanna to have girl friend... asking me to give him numbers.. haha! how can i give you easily? keke! feel free and come ukm and ur old place to have look lo! u know, your old place also fulled with beauties what....
who else at ground floor? erm... joanne... a lady with nice and polite character too! at my last day, she gave me her name card and said:" when u graduate and gonna to find career, can come and ask me, i got lots of friends doing engineering. so maybe i can help.. dont be shy ya!!" a very thank you to her!
dennis is the person i met every day but i din talk with her at all.. even the last day, i just put my hand up and say good bye with her..
the last person is the branch manager, ah bay... bay is the manager with full authority... well, quite good of his treatment to every staff..
meanwhile, during this period another two persons also appeared in the bank. one is joseph, the SCB HQ auditor, coming here for 2 weeks doing audit.. quite tight of his requirements... every documents i took and did, he asked me keep it well in the cabinet indirectly. only listening to his order, not others' objection... as he has the most power in the bank, even the manager also scare of him!! another person is Mr. Paran. the relieve manager in the bank. he is the person travelling many banks to relieve the local bank manager. he is quite tight of his behavior. i also scare of him!!
after all, im quite happy doing at there as all of them are quite nice treating person.... as u know, banking is the service what... haha!
i had stopped work for 3 days from standard chartered bank batu pahat.
what's meant by 1+3? haha... that is one month plus 3 days. that was the period i worked at there.
during this period, i got to know many persons in the bank besides those price solution one.
first day, the first person i got to know sure was my senior, Mr. Saravanan. (not SCB staff but canon) he is a nice man. first day, treating me a lunch like opening or saying, should be ice-breaking. haha! he liked me not to call him directly but asked me to miss call then he would call me back as i can saved up money! this was his principle. this was because his phone credit was sponosored by the company!
in the same day, i got to know the branch operation manager (BOM in short form), Mr. Ramani. he is also a nice man from my senior's mouth. his management is a bit loose. he will not going to manage his staff tight. everything i asked him for permission, he just simply answered okay. but he does have a bad point, that is he used to laugh loudly and his laughing sound very humerous! and he likes to laugh. everytime he talked, he must laugh!
the third person i got to know is ting fang, teo. she is the girl that i could not tahan one. the way her talking as i mentioned in the previous blog.. but at the last day, 30th of june, was also her last day working at there. i back early. i just sms her when i was on the road. she said she bought a cake for me! but, unfortunately, i back already.. how? just greet her thank you. and im here to wish her all the best in the coming semesters as she is studying in UTHM.
felicia, a pregant-woman. looked like not so older than me, actually she is not! she is young only. the first few days i thought she is a staff in the bank with high authourity because many things got to go through her. actually, she is. she is getting to be BOM soon... in first of august as ramani will go back to puchong. congratulations to her!! and congratulations to her again because she will be a mother soon!(around october as she said when i gonna back home)
chek yin, a young lady, quite nice-looking. she likes to laugh too, same with ramani. she is the senior cashier, counting money every day. she is very good in communication with all races. she did converse with person nice, courteous, and polite. very bad that she had boy friend already.. haha!! kidding kidding...
another chek yin again but is chiek yin, everybody called her gabriella.. 20years old only! i thought she is around the same with me.. hmm my eyesight got problem already! any how, a good person too! willing to ask and willing to learn, no bad mood the whole day. but a pity on her was she did not want to continue her study in UTHM and she continued working in the bank. why?
wendy! sorry ya! she is really a woman!! her face always looks like very fierce! actually a bit fierce indeed. when she gonna crazy, then her fierce face disappear! i think she is better turn to crazy, sot sot type, then better to others... haha! if not i scare too!
who else? above persons are in the GMM department..
in priority banking there, only got 4 girls i knew and there are only 4 girls there la... girls?! because they are actually young!
the leader, lee yen! a leader with full-responsibility, do the things well and systematically. quite good of her because she is willing to teach me for some applications in PB. she likes to call xiao di but i got name what!! because she is easily forgot my name! that what she mentioned to me frequently.. hehe...
emmie, the second person i knew in this PB department. she is my senior in my secondary school, cousin of my friends.. she likes to wash me a while sometimes i did something very cute in her opinion. likewise, i kneelled down in front of lee yen when i was doing some document arragements... she laughed and said:" you want to ask leeyen marry with you? she is married la!" haha...
amanda, i did not know her well. silent face with silent mouth.... seldom chat with her.. but i knew her a good person too..
the last one in PB, that is ai mei. she is my senior too! but is ukm. well, a good person too la! sure! my senior what!! hehe!! she did things seriously..
now, no others in the first floor.. and go down to ground floor.
ground floor, the most kaypoh person is jonathan, the first person i knew in the bank for ground floor. well, say no more this guy, quite weird of his action..
then, the next person is darren. he is nice person too!! ukm senior too!! erm..hem... ukm students are good person what.. haha! darren koo is his name. name cool person also cool. not like to talk. once talk, all of his patterns came out! sometimes a bit cute of his words.. yo! 27 years old dy la!! haha! good lo him! treat me a lunch at my last day.. lunch with him 2 times, quite like to say he is boring, wanna to have girl friend... asking me to give him numbers.. haha! how can i give you easily? keke! feel free and come ukm and ur old place to have look lo! u know, your old place also fulled with beauties what....
who else at ground floor? erm... joanne... a lady with nice and polite character too! at my last day, she gave me her name card and said:" when u graduate and gonna to find career, can come and ask me, i got lots of friends doing engineering. so maybe i can help.. dont be shy ya!!" a very thank you to her!
dennis is the person i met every day but i din talk with her at all.. even the last day, i just put my hand up and say good bye with her..
the last person is the branch manager, ah bay... bay is the manager with full authority... well, quite good of his treatment to every staff..
meanwhile, during this period another two persons also appeared in the bank. one is joseph, the SCB HQ auditor, coming here for 2 weeks doing audit.. quite tight of his requirements... every documents i took and did, he asked me keep it well in the cabinet indirectly. only listening to his order, not others' objection... as he has the most power in the bank, even the manager also scare of him!! another person is Mr. Paran. the relieve manager in the bank. he is the person travelling many banks to relieve the local bank manager. he is quite tight of his behavior. i also scare of him!!
after all, im quite happy doing at there as all of them are quite nice treating person.... as u know, banking is the service what... haha!
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