2007年10月12日 星期五 雨
空荡荡的房子，稀少的人烟，就连呼吸声都能听见。这间屋子已经两天这样的宁静了。就因为想在这儿专心读书而不回家，使得我觉得很无聊，就连说话的对象也没。上网时，不是看到朋友没上线；就是朋友上线也懒得和我聊天。是不是他们都很忙呢？不知道。。感觉好凄凉。相似没朋友般的可怜人。。呵呵。难得家乡朋友都在家乡而我独自在这儿。。说好了要读书，可是不知道为什么一旦电脑有开或没开，都好像动一动它。开了它，就是上网，按来按去，都不懂自己在做什么，很无奈。就算在看戏，看再久也会腻。为什么我不能像中六时期，有那一股读书风气呢？是否这里的诱惑太多？也不。第一年好多事很好奇，都想去尝试，都想去走走看看；现在第二年了，就算是那些诱惑也不成事了。。都不会想出去了。可是为什么就是不能专心呢？唉哟，真是麻烦啊。。有谁能救救我？或是说有谁能给我一点意见呢？或者是说有谁能够帮帮我呢？也许这是个人问题，即使是最好的朋友都不一定能帮到我；但也许最疏远的朋友或是刚认识的朋友能够帮到我。。
it's really boring as i am in this big house alone(actually got a couple). because i want concentrate on final revision and din go back home made me felt very boring and no one chat with me.. when i online, i met few persons; or say, got friends online but din chat with me, seem like very busy.. felt cool here.. felt like pity.. hehe.. home town friends even went back home for this festival and only me still stay at here. saying wanna to do revison but still touch the computer either it was opened or closed.. why i cant get back my form six study habit? is it too many attractions here? no actually.. first year, i did try many things and went for many places.. second year, i had no interest go anywhere.. although din went out and why it's still like that? who can i help me? or who can give me some ideas or comments or opinions? it's really boring plus no study mood indeed..
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