上星期

2008年12月30日 星期二 阴雨

这个部落格描述上个星期所发生的事。

12月22日 上课；晚间到21st century和同学庆祝生日，顺便也有我的份。谢谢你们，把我搞到那样，也没什么。第一次，或许是最后一次，很难的。

12月23日 上课；如常； 24日的凌晨12点看成绩。很不满意。很不爽。不知道为什么会拿到那么差的成绩。不是我要的！那晚‘很好’睡，因为我是真的晕晕的。24日早上起床也是晕晕的，走路也不稳。

12月24日 如常上课；上课时独自地，静静地，按奈着心情地上课。10点上完课，翘10点半的课，回家。开后车门，放下书包，关门时，敲到手尾指。我很快缩回手，手指流血。当时慌，原本按奈着的心情直接解放了出来，泪水一直飙了出来。裕杰带我去看医生，医生给我冰敷手指来凝固血，那冰让我更加刺痛，我更本不能任。也许这是给我的机会吧，一次过让我发泄出来吧，我也不知道。当时我有念头，我不想去新加坡了，很没心情。最后回家的路上，想了想，我还是去了。
下午3点半巴士开始启程，路途中经过家乡永平，让我们歇息。之后又再上路，8点多我们到新加坡关卡，10点到康宏家。放下行李，大伙儿到闹市乌节路倒数圣诞。

12月25日 圣诞节 起床后，大家在义顺附近的熟食中心吃早餐。之后就一直呆在武吉士（Bugis）逛了整个下午。晚上就去吃火锅，四种汤底的火锅，还不错，就好的是，药材鸡汤火锅。之后走路，走过好几个地方，也记不清楚了。12点回家，盥洗之后，康宏就教大家玩韩国小游戏，失败者被罚喝酒，是whisky哦。那晚我喝很多，因为我输。那晚很好睡。

12月26日 大家都迟起床。2点多才和裕杰见面，之后他们去Check in房间，顺便等家伟来。等的当儿，又去Bugis走。。还蛮无聊的。哈哈！之后我单独搭上MRT和表姐见面那车票。来回就用了两个小时。也好，不然我的脚很酸痛。

12月27日 我的生日。没什么感觉。中午吃了99cents 的sushi 后就到sentosa玩整天。最有看头的事Song of the sea。

12月28日 起程回KL。

12月29日 zobo

early birthday

December 22, 2008 Monday Sunny

Tonight coursemates celebrated choonkiat's and my birthday... mine, celebrated early. choonkiat's, celebrated one day late. thanks to you all.. appreciate it! this was the first time, think is the last time in my university life. got ppl ask me, was i happy just now for that celebration.. i said yes, when i took photo with those lenglui. then rest of the time, just sit at there, chatting with the person around me.. tonight dinner quite sumptous... got appetizer, swiss cheese chicken chop, got tongyun, 2 slices of birthday cake... nice! thankss!! nothing to say more..

fun day gua

December 18, 2008 Thursday Sunny

Today was the first time outing with coursemates. we went seremban to have breakfast then went Pedas Wetworld... i did not know and i had no image about that air panas wetworld before going there. once i reached there, it gave a big surprise that it is a concrete place! i thought it is in the place like forest or jungle or hutan lipur there one.... a bit bit bit disappointed only la.. summing up, there is only 3 places to let me play... one, sinking in the hot water; two, sinking and playing in the cool water and three, playing and sliding down from high place. well, i satisfied... need enjoy de ma... quite enjoy la... all these guys and girls were enjoyed too... leave the burden of study... playing with water... another of feeling(relieve stress)
after that, siew pao sheng... some of us bought and ate the siew pao...
then went seremban 2 de jusco to have a movie, Ip Man, okay to watch because of the history there... not funny to laugh actually when people around me was laughing at the movie...
after that, all went for 'crab-ing'. a sumptous meal! excellent!
after all, it should considered a nice trip gua...

got ppl asked me why i seem no mood. it was true...

thank you

December 18, 2008 Thursday

nothing to write in this blog... i just have the feeling to write a THANK YOU to those friends who concerned me regarding i had insomnia on wednesday midnight...
really thankful to those... i really appreciate it!! im saying truth..
although some of you were informed by me... but after that u were still asking me whether i was still okay or not...
some of you noticed what i wrote in my msn or facebook and u did ask me... this proved that you are good.. knowing to concern people...

anyway, thank a lot!! i have no insomnia after that night... and i hope that i won't have it anymore, i scared! the actual reason of my insomnia was unknown, suspecting that i drank too much of ho yan hor tea at night..

insomnia and suffered

17th April 2008 Wednesday Unknown weather

Arrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf! it is 5am now. i dont know you are suprised or not. i am very suffered!!! i cant sleep!!! insomnia!!! i dont know why!!!! i want cry la! it's torturing me!!! i have class later on 8am! i should sleep one, but i cant!! baring on the bed, my brain keep flashing lots of screen. it's seem a lot of matter to let me think.. one past one, one over one. i cant really sleep. this is the second time since last 3 weeks. i did ever think the reason why i cant sleep! it's maybe i drank 3 cups of ho yan hor tea? some people said you cant get easy to sleep if you drink tea before sleep. is it take effect on me? oh my god! i really dont know. in the evening of 16th, i had headache for long time. it's painful. so i made ho yan hor tea and made it 3 cups.. it made me relieved after drinking... how? i hate! i hate myself.. why i have that kind of habit ie thinking before sleeping? i dont want.. just now, i punched on head myself and told me to sleep but it did not work! argh! i want knocked myself on the wall!!! but i did not have that braveness!! i know the pain. so what can i do now? who can tell me? who can help me? now i cant ever close my eyes... even it were closed, but i still cant get into sleeping! how?!! keep my eyes closed? can i fell asleep later? about 2 hours laer, i have to prepare to go to faculty... argh!!!

sorry to ngeok kuan, i said i have to go for rest and will read what you told me in ur blog, but now i still have no mood to see it yet..

now 5.14am.............

没开到学

2008年12月13日 星期六 晴

星期一哈芝节没上课。星期一回到加影住家。星期二到学校，一个马来仔都没，没讲师，摆明就是没上课，结果八点就坐在那里，坐到睡觉，一直到一点才回家。真是有够废的！还好下午有节目。呵呵。。到谷中城走走，晚上观赏The Day The Earth Stood Still首映礼。。爽！第一次看第一场的电影，又不用钱。还ok的！也不差，重点是故事。。星期三又7早8早去到系院，结果还是一样。结果去看了医生后就回家。回家想上网却不能，都不懂什么鬼网络，使得我整天都不能上网。睡觉咯，看戏咯，反复做一样的事。真是度日如年！来到星期四，庆幸的是这天是雪州苏丹诞辰，所以没上课，但还是一样无聊，也蛮可悲的。下午到巴士站看看有否车票以让我回家。皇天不负有心人，我能够在那天回家！结果5点半就乘上巴士回家去了！

开学了

2008年12月8日 星期一 雨

今天天气很差！从凌晨12时就在永平开始下着雨一直到早间都没停过，而且还是大雨。不喜欢雨天。今天回加影，明天开始新的学期。

新的学期来临，就是开学咯。开学，就是又是新的开始。新的开始，就许个愿吧！愿我事事顺利，开开心心，身体健康。

休了两个星期的假，应该是有补回我的睡眠了吧。。希望这个学期我比上个学期能多睡一点点，否则又被人说眼袋很深。。

也是接近睡觉时间了。早点睡，好精神。

思考

2008年12月4日 星期四 雨

停电的夜晚，凉凉的天气，使得我在床上也感觉不到热。躺在床上，利用上天的机会，好好思考。我在思考身边的朋友，思考着他们对我好吗，思考他们的分量，思考我对他们好吗，思考我的分量。之前我问过一个朋友，我是你的什么朋友。他告诉我，我就是他的朋友，就是一个朋友；可我告诉他，我当他是最好的朋友。他却改口说我是他的朋友当中比较好的一个。这样说是让我好过呢，还是敷衍我呢，我自己也不知道。后来，我又问他，谁是你的好友或者说谁是你的知己，他说他没下这样的衡量且不知道谁是他的知己好友。这点我都乱了。这样的说法不会属于我。个人观点不同，我实在不能干涉。但，我自问，我对你（朋友）好，你为什么一样对待我呢？难道我不是你的好友吗？终于，我想通了一点，你对人好，人家未必会对你好。这点我必须知道。为什么一直以来我都没想到这一点呢？我又自问，朋友对我好，我有报之以李吗？这答案似乎也是没有。如果你真心对待一个人好，那人也未必会一样的报答你。这点看穿了，有改变？没有。还很执着。告诉自己，醒醒吧！从今以后，就尝试对待回身边的朋友好些，可能会有不一样的回报吧。说会前提，你当人家是知己好友，却发现人家没把你当成是你的知己好友。你会怎么想呢？可能就是-为什么？心里当然不好过。知己好友是什么？个人感观，他们是相互的，互相分享，犹如同舟共济，当然，一方应给于另一方支持，关怀，关心，辅导，劝告等不管他是开心，不开心，遇难或。。当然，每个人的处理方式不同。可能有些人装着一幅漠不关心的样子，实际是很关心。可有些人就根本不理不睬。可有些人忽冷忽热。但这些就是知己好友相处方式吗？没人能给个定论。这一点我要好好自我反省，或许自己遇到的就是这样类型的朋友。但自己心里却不好受，要怎么办？难道学习朋友的处理方式—什么都不理，什么都不管？事情终究是要解决的啊。难道自个儿遇见问题时，置之不理？这哪是什么处理方式。对，每个人对事情的处理方式都不一样。有些人会轻而易举的解决；有的人深感压力的存在；且有人就是不管。我很想知道，如果什么都不管，难道事情会自动解决吗？如果是双方面的事，另一方一定很辛苦。如果单方面的事情，那事情就永远都不会解决了。
那最终的结论，尝试好好对待回身边对你好的朋友，虽然—“人家对你好，不代表你对人家好；你对人家好，也不代表人家对你好。”知己好友难寻，应该好好珍惜身边的知己好友，尝试把身边的朋友当着知己好友般珍惜。而事情一定要有始有终，好好处理及解决。

停电的夜晚

2008年12月4日 星期四 晴

不知道是什么日子，我家那条街及永平几个地区尽然停电。

以前，停电就会觉的很热，很闷。但今天停电我走出房子，看着屋外的夜空。今天的夜色很好，不知是什么月，就像前两天看到的月亮一样，一个笑口。屋外的天空挂满了星星。今天觉的这些繁星很漂亮。独自走来走去，无声的，静静的，感觉上天在给我机会，时间思考。

对，我应该利用那段时间来思考的。思考我到底想些的是什么。我应该自我反省，不应该太过于执着某些事物。也许执着会带给自己不欢喜，不快乐；但是执着某些事物也没不对。到底是怎样呢？我自己也不知。想想吧。。

生病

2008年12月3日 星期三 晴

回来12天了，我也病了12天。原本就咳几声演变成失声状态，后来也越来越严重。今天我又去看医生了，今天是我第三次看医生了。我换另一间诊所。之前都在地方政府诊所看病，因为只需要缴付一令吉！可是我的咳嗽迟迟未康复，我很辛苦。直到今天，我又再看医生。今天去的是不同的诊所了。这医生可信吧！如果在周末之前能康复，当让我很开心，但如果未能康复，那就很糟糕。

生病很不好受，这点大家应该都知道。那么多病痛，我最怕就是咳嗽了。很怕，我需要很长时间才能康复，从以前到现在都一样。我宁可发烧也不要咳嗽。。T.T

因为咳嗽，我的声音也变得沙哑，不想说话；但很闷。闷在心里，很不好受啊。但是，我也不知道怎么办。

假期咯

2008年11月27日 星期四 晴

假期至今已有一个星期了。但对我而言，我觉得过得好多好多个月似的。假期没事做真的很无聊。那天一日游回到家就开始生病了，小病--咳嗽。我最怕的就是咳嗽了。记得以前我的咳嗽记录最糟的时期是中六，那时一咳就很久、咳很厉害、几乎有感觉到我的肺、我的心都要咳出来。回想起来，我都怕，不敢要有咳嗽。现在咳了快一个星期了，都会害怕。如果说是平时在家咳几声，还不担心。所以现在想尽办法要阻止自己染上咳嗽。

这个假期很短暂且很漫长。短暂因为只有两个星期，和其他人相比我们少了很多，他们假期一个多月。漫长因为没事做咯，真是惨。闷到发荒。现在就连要写些什么都好象没注意。

可怜咯，假期很少朋友在线上，来来去去就那几个。电话也没响过，没信息，没来电。msn开了也等于没开。昨天还好有我主动找个朋友聊聊天一下，就那么一下约15分钟吧。。。过后又平静下来了。还有一天，我遇见朋友找他玩游戏，他竟然告诉我他不想动脑筋，不要玩。好没义气！亏我平时对你那么好，你竟然给我这样的回报！“你好”！不过我不会怪你。

那天我还没从芙蓉回来时，伟坤找我去怡保游玩，这次我又拒绝了他。真的很对不起！我已经买了车票回乡了，否则我会留下来然后和你们一同上去的。买了车票没理由我亏去车票吧？回乡了，又再上去KL，对我而言是蛮累的。一切是来的太迟。如果早些问起我还会留下来呢。。但也要留多三四天也很无趣咧！不过，我希望下次我能够和你们一同去游玩啦，而且希望不会再遇见任何阻拦。

今天星期四，我还有多一个星期四还要留在这里，然后就是到星期一。算着算着一共还有10天呢！蛮多天的！很无聊啊！

芙蓉一日游

2008年11月22日 星期六 晴

昨天星期五还蛮忙的。早上没睡够就起床，等阿成来我家接我然后带他去RHB银行总部，其实他要解决它户口的事。找了好一阵子才找到，很难找下。弄到来都已经12点多了。
接着锦松找我吃午餐顺便在他去KTM站，他要去机场然后回家。=.=
回家休息一阵，等mervin来，他要戏。结果就这样我慢出门了。6点半我才上到KTM上去芙蓉。

晚间7点多终于到了芙蓉。肚子也饿了。阿顺刚好有事，结果我只好在terminal 1走走顺便吃晚餐。怎知吃到一肚子都是汽水。很饱！接着我也到阿顺的家。休息咯，上网咯，看戏咯，很乖，没出门。也累啦！哈哈！

半夜我失眠哦，可能不习惯吧。。但不像咧，因为上次去别的地方也不会，可能比较难睡吧。。嘻嘻！结果到天亮稍微睡了些。可悲吧？！也还好，还看不我的黑眼圈！哈哈！

早餐，吃他带的laksa。不错！其实，食物各有特色啦。。那里还不错的汤味，有吃的人可去尝试。但别和asam laksa比，否则我会顺便代替阿顺敲你头！下午去吃‘姨婆老鼠粉’，这个可能我的胃口不好，吃不到什么味道。（我少睡咯，结果有点病病的感觉）

我还去了山上的天师庙。说没地方去是错的！因为很ok呀！去庙拜拜，祈祷，祈福，拍照都很好！那边很亮，很凉，不过去的路程并非简单。弯曲的、斗斜的、细小的马路，很难上咧！但还好啦，我们还是到了。

谢谢了你，顺！

考完试了

2008年11月19日 星期三 雨



今天最后一张考试是machine and electronic power。今天这科是我考六科科目里最死，最没准备，最没信心的试卷。昨晚我在温习时，越温习就越惨，越怕，越是不知所措，整个思绪都乱成一团。当时我很没心情读，想找人来聊，但担心会打扰到人。过后，尽量不去想；虽然比较好过，但还是。。。到最后变成头痛。然后就去睡觉。

早上起来，很累，根本都不想起床。很厌恶今天的这张考试。我很没信心，觉得很辛苦。起来休息一下，又再看看notes，还是没心情。

12点上考场。有人问道，怎么你没心情似的？我答，都要准备死了，怎么会有心情呢？谢谢相关人士的关心，至少你们有心会问。真的很谢谢，这点让我的心有点暖意。

进考场，根本就是没心情，还偏偏被偏到第一个位！算了，听天由命。考试过程，其实不用讲也知道，当然是不会咯。

出场，根本无话说。

其实，从昨晚到考完试出场，我都不想说话，不敢说话。我的心情不是不好而是低落。有位同学说他很想哭哦，其实我也是很想哭啊。

这次考试我又破纪录了。从星期天开始我就没开电脑了，一共有100个小时哦。我觉得我很厉害了。第一次可以那么耐，这是从来没有的！哈哈哈，有点满足。

这个学期很忙，一开学就开始忙忙忙。说真的，就因为同学之间的成绩也不再是个秘密了。大家都知道你我他之间的成绩。结果换来的是议论纷纷，从而酿成了---压力。这是真的。我坦言，我知道我manufacture同学的成绩。大家的成绩都很好！为了不要垫底，大家包括我都勤加奋力于学业。这个学期我比以往努力来的很多。我给很多时间在我的课业上了。我不再是同学们眼中每天出去遛的小伙子了。而其他同学也同时努力很多，这点我也看到了。所以大家不但不想要垫底，而也是要取得更加好的成绩。

所以，这个学期结束了。我希望我能拿到我想要的成绩，但，很难！

下学期的来临也逼近，我的第二学期比别的系院和别的大学来得快。12月8日开学，一直到2009年4 月12日。4月13日是我工业实习的开始。

昨晚的下集

2008年11月12日 星期三 未知天气

早知道就不要开电脑。
早知道就不要登入msn。
早知道就不要去看有谁在线。

这样就不会看到你。
这样就不会想到昨天想问你的问题。
这样就不会想问你。

又再次我去问。
又再次我得到同样的反应。
又再次我不开心。

我不懂要怎样啦。
我不懂你有空没啦。
我不懂你有空是什么时候。

虽然不重要。。
虽然不是什么重点。。
虽然很无聊。。

你爽啦！
你想怎样就怎样啦！
你最大啦！

自个儿聊天

2008年11月11日 星期二 未知

喂，我要和你聊一下咧。算料咯。枉我当你是我的好朋友。你和我说你没空。你叫我下次怎么和你聊？！你丫！那么狠心！伤到我了！（每次说伤到我，也是说爽的啦！）
我要问你东西咧。你没空，酱我不说咯。走远远咯。
你叫我去做别的事，OK！是可以的。可是。。。唉！
算了啦！你没当我是你的朋友啦？！你讲！你讲！你讲！

‘显’=闷。。。。心情只是ｄｏｗｎ，并非生气或难过。

A：我要怎样？
B：不要管咯！
A：不要管？不行！
B：为什么？
A：因为他是最可以的好朋友咧！
B：那样啊。。。不知道咧。
A：看，你也不知道。
B：什么都不要做啦！这个朋友怎么这样？！
Ａ：不知道啦！希望他自己会知道啦！
Ｂ：你也够麻烦的
Ａ：是咯，我也是这样想
Ｂ：别这样说，每个人都需要这样做。
Ａ：好的。明白。
Ｂ：好吧！希望你能“有朋友终成知己”
Ａ：谢啦！

其实Ａ和Ｂ是同一人。纯属自我陶醉，自我对话，啐啐念。

无聊

2008年11月8日 星期六 未知

现在半夜。没事做，又上来写一写。考试开始，就开始没心情温书。真是惨！唉！一直很想窝在床上不想读书。为什么？不知道啦。

这两天的心情不是很好。闷闷的。

无聊的开始使得我开始学人玩facebook，差点就上瘾了。

还好有控制一下。

又要考试了

2008年11月1日 星期六 晴

最近天气转好了，不下雨了，反而热了。人的本性就是这样的啦。下雨时，就抱怨这，抱怨那；大热天时，也抱怨不是。真是烦！对我而言，天晴或天气热好过下雨，因为下雨我就不能骑单车出门了。大哥生病了，也不知道什么鬼原因，好好照顾自己丫！

要考试了，还有一天。过了明天又要上考场了。
这个温习周，我家没什么人回家，除了小白和荣华之外就全都在。这可是第一次。这次我搬出房来在饭厅温书，裕杰、淑冰、伟杰和丽婷也移师到饭厅一同温书哦，这是不约而同的。这次的温书假期，也不知怎么了？！我好乖，就很少开启电脑了，很索性地把电脑搁在一旁，然后温书，就只等到晚间十一、二点才开电脑看戏。看也看两部戏。真的不一样了。就连我才觉得我打破纪录了，竟然在24小时里不开电脑，不查阅电邮，不看戏。有点自豪。

星期一就开始大考了。就祝福自己和朋友们考试顺利！！

这个学期的最后一天

2008年10月24日 星期五 雨

今天是屋友丽仪的生日，生日快乐！！丽仪，我收到你的谢意了。不用客气丫！

昨天我们帮她庆祝生日，到蕉赖Look Up Point去庆祝。去的路程还蛮遥远的，第一次去，从大大条的马路到小小的马路到最后的弯弯的马路及斜斜的马路，我们终于到达了。那里真的还很高。一进餐馆，老板还替我打点了蛋糕，剩下我去打点的工作了。很好！坐在高高的位置上眺望下去是吉隆坡的夜景，万家灯火，很昌盛的感觉。远远看去是双峰塔及吉隆坡塔，我高过它们俩了！哈哈！那里真是一个很好庆祝生日的地方？！由我们带领之下，其他桌的顾客都也随我们之后开始帮他们的朋友庆生。结果丽仪也听了三次的生日歌。生日有好处哦，老板送我们两瓶香槟。吃了，喝了，谈笑风生后，大伙儿走上‘另一个高峰’，就只是爬上去罢了。到更高处观赏夜景去。那里真的更加好！风刮得更大。。哈哈哈！在那里全部都自己爽（syok sendiri）。由于扫兴的雨水把我们给赶了下来而踏上归途。

昨天原本已有个约了，就和同学们的约因为所有的作业呈献都结束了，这个学期也因此结束了，大家都要去轻松。而我，爽约了。真是对不起你们。真的，真的，对不起！我真的很想去的！请原谅我！我知道那里有三个主角，不好意思，三位主角！但我有祝福你们的。我的同学，你们也玩得太夜了吧？！这点有点不像你们哦。让我有点惊讶！还有，有对‘夫妻’对唱，我也知道了。真后悔没能去，不让你们就应该会让我开心到不得了了！

好了，昨天就是这个学期的最后一天。这个学期过的很快，大家都似乎没喘过气。还蛮压力的！再过一个星期，我们大考就要到了。希望大家可以顺利过关（不是，我的同学都很厉害的，不是顺利过关那么简单）；希望大家考取标青的成绩！好了，我祝福你们了，你们也要祝福我。

熬过了

2008年10月22日 星期三 未知

现在是凌晨两点三十九分。昨天星期二早间八点找了团友鑫隆一同到系院为了这个学期的作业呈献。第一组是大哥江顺的组，第二组是伟坤的组而第三组是我的组了。

今天的呈献是在工程系院的会议室里。这间会议室是整个系院最大的会议室。和机械工程同学一样的，我们今天的呈献也被拍下录影。讲师和教授都好好命哦。他们有秘书服侍，有糕点吃，有茶喝。简直是。。。

然而，第三组的我们于十点钟正式开始。作开头的我，介绍的很快，结果教授听不清楚又要重复。真是的。。。经过前天几次的排练，总算有所帮助。但我有紧张，又要念很快以便半小时内可以结束呈献，结果我很喘！全部人都听得到我的呼吸声，很清楚。好糗！

不过，总算都结束了。好开心哦！全身松懈了。午餐回来，冲过凉后躺在床上上网就睡着了。 好久没有睡午觉了，即使有，也就只有那么短短的15分钟罢了；但 今天终算可以睡得很爽很久而且一点儿烦恼都没。真舒服！

美好的日子很快飞逝。这个周末开始就是温书周。明天就得开始温习大考的课业了。

我要的

2008年10月20日 星期一

我要的？
我要什么？
我要的很简单。
应该都会有人要的。
不要的我不知你是谁。
这个深夜那种感觉又来了。
究竟发生了什么事让我有感触？


其实我也不知道。
最近我很奇怪。
有好多事在心里，
很想发泄，
但，
似乎找不到对象发泄。
想找到，你似乎很冷淡。
不找的，你却偏偏来。
不想的，你却还关心。
所以，
我要的，你能是我想要的吗？


很烦啊。
不想的时候，没事。
想的时候，真的很辛苦。
但不想也不是办法。
事情终究是要解决的。

来了

2008年10月20日 星期一 未知

终于要来了。
顿了那么久的事，终于要来了。
打从开学到现在，那件事就一直到现在，到现在都没解决。
这个星期二终于要和他以战胜负。
好不容易，熬到现在。
好希望，这个星期二能够应付自如。
不是，我是行的！我能把你给干掉！
你不让我好过的话，我也不怕！
。
。
。
。
究竟是什么事？
是作业呈献啦！

hot

15 October 2008, Wednesday Sunny

Today is hot in weather. So i have headache now. Not very painful but dislike this kind of feeling.

Yesterday, i took a look on the notice board in front of the office at foyer of faculty. It was announced that MY new semester will begin at 8th of december. Early starting school is expected one. But, what i disappointed was my holiday got only TWO(2) weeks. Miserable!(German language)

Well, what to do? Just continue with this new semester only.

Last night i had my german oral test. After that, sin long and boonchun came my house and we did the rest work of our project until 3am something. Then we had 'yumcha' at mamak there. Thank you all for sacrifcing your treasureable time.

Coming tuesday will be our presentation sesssion. Hope we all can do well in it.

好朋友

2008年10月12日 星期天 晴

文转星洲日报快乐星期天

好朋友是。。。
所谓好朋友，就是不必为半夜打电话给对方而心怀愧疚，因为它会清楚这通电话一定有它的必要性！生命一路走来，爱情、亲情、工作等等遇到各种挫折，经历着生命不同的起承转合，每一回，都回转头去找频率同调的好朋友，唯有他，才能舒缓心灵的创痛，找到重新面对生活的力量。

所谓好朋友，就是你痛苦了我打心里来安慰你，让你感觉到我给你的安慰是如此真切，如此同理心，我的安慰，化解了你积郁心中的痛苦；我快乐了你跟我一起分享，分享的天真、分享得无邪无私，好像是自己的快乐；你成功了，我心里不能毛毛的，怪怪的，一副酸酸的样子。

先秦哲学家庄周说：“君子之交淡如水，小人之交甘若醴；君子淡以亲，小人甘以绝。”
英语谚语：“A friend in need is a friend indeed”

1。普通的交情，并不是知心的朋友叫。。。泛泛之交
2。坚定不变的友谊叫。。。金石之交
3。朋友之间互相投合，后来结拜兄弟叫。。。金兰之交
4。见面时只是点头打招呼，比喻很淡的交情叫。。。点头之交
5。有福同享，有难同当的朋友叫。。。患难之交
6。贫苦微贱时所结交的朋友叫。。。布衣之交
7。只见过一次面，形容批次没有深厚的交情的朋友叫。。。一面之交
8。结拜的异性兄弟叫。。。近金兰之交也
9。两人因学识志趣相投，不论年纪长幼而结为好朋友交。。。忘年之交
10。比喻结交朋友不以贵贱而有分别叫。。。车笠之交
11。志同道合的朋友叫。。。苔岑之契
12。同心相契的好朋友叫。。。莫逆之交、管鲍之交、刎劲之交
13。以学问或品行互相勉励的朋友叫。。。道义之交
14。以金钱、权势、地位或其他利益结交的朋友叫。。。势力之交
15。幼年相契的好朋友叫。。。青梅竹马
16。唯利是图，为利害关系而结交的朋友叫。。市道之交
17。女人的友谊叫。。。手帕交

压力

2008年10月10日 星期五 晴

今天星期五，要交turning lab的报告。早上十点多去了学校交了。
之后，去办事处领取考试时间表兼入场卷。
再来，去找教授的硕士学生，为了是将我星期一的quiz延期。他没在。

星期一不能考quiz是因为我有事回家乡。为了什么事？不说，暂时不说。适当时会说。对不起，我不是有心隐瞒你们的。

昨天德语老师说星期二来个口试，星期三来个小考（也是最后一个小考）。我明天，星期六回家。根本没得练习。

最近不是很忙，而是很不得空。星期一开学至今，几乎天天呆在家里的时间不超过三小时（睡眠时间除外）。开始没事，但德语老师昨天一说要口试及小考，我还依然没事。但现在的我，头痛，很辛苦，不知所措，六神无主，彷徨。project又还没做完。怎么办？还有很多东西要做。我很害怕。如果quiz没能补考，我就失去那些分数了。口试靠不好，我就少分了。project又没有软件做。真是的！现在想要开始做昨天所剩的东西又没心情作。

很压力！！！

我不想像那天一样。。。。想找个真心朋友聊都不知他愿意没，也不知道有或没。唉。。

出卖

2008年10月3日 星期五 阴雨

自上篇部落格不到24小时，又上来了。

刚刚被出卖，不是家乡朋友，而是大学同学。竟然把我的料给抖出来。我没震惊，只是失望。为什么暴料的不守口如瓶？要知道的，为什么不自个儿来问当事人？

我有点失望。昨天还说身边没真心朋友，今天果然有这种感觉，还很深。我很。。。。。

“简报”

2008年10月3日 星期五

很久没上来这里写部落格了。
现在是凌晨1点42分，我的心情曾有低落。不知道为什么就是心情不好。好像很无助。感觉到身边的朋友都是冷血的。是不是每次回来这里就会有这样的感觉呢？
想找个真心的朋友都似乎没有。我的真心朋友，你在哪儿？

之所以很久没上这里写部落格是因为这里让我感觉不安全。我不能畅快说出我的感受虽然这是我个人部落格。反之当有问题出现时，我竟然进入同学圈的集体部落格里畅快写出自己的感受，至少家乡的朋友不会出卖我。

但，人在异乡，身边的知心朋友有谁？想找个对象都不知道谁愿意。

my sister

July 19, 2008 saturday sunny

my sister went for operation today. tuesday evening my mum called me and told me that my dad would bring my sister to hospital pantai for consultation of her head. months ago, there was a small and small thing on my sister's outer part of head. it was nothing when she touched it. it just like a small injury on the skin. one day, she removed the die-skin of the small thing. it bled. she did not know. the blood bled from her head down to ear then moved to her shirt, and dried. that time, my mum found out. on the next day, dad took her for clinic. doctor asked to go for hospital. last night, i just knew that sister would go for operation to remove that small thing on her head. my godness!! she is a kid, only 11 years old. went for operation. i asked her:" will you scare of the operation?" she answered:" if you do not say about this, then i will not scare." she is quite brave. but i heard her sound and i felt that she scared. poor girl. mum said this was a small operation, just to remove the small small thing. doctor ever did not know about what was the small thing. doctor has to make lab after the operation.

now my sister is in the theatre. God bless. nothing one..

kh is leaving

[same as form six group blog]
Although weather is sunny at outside either it is in malaysia or singapore, it is quite sure that our weather is not sunny by today. kh is leaving soon! about three months ago, he received the offer letter from utas regarding further studies.

it was very fast that the spread of this good news to our ears!
at that time, we were happy and merry.
it was very fast too that we turned back to our normal life.

sometimes, we asked him this and that about the study in australia.
sometimes, we asked him out for small talk.
sometimes, we asked him .....

NOW= 20080703125500 and LATER = 20080703223000

during this short period...
what are WE thinking of?
we do not know
he does not know

Before he depart... he does not want us to send him
When he depart... we pray for him
After he depart... WE hope we can doing well in OURself.

1+3 working in SCB

July 3, 2008 Thursday not good weather

i had stopped work for 3 days from standard chartered bank batu pahat.

what's meant by 1+3? haha... that is one month plus 3 days. that was the period i worked at there.

during this period, i got to know many persons in the bank besides those price solution one.

first day, the first person i got to know sure was my senior, Mr. Saravanan. (not SCB staff but canon) he is a nice man. first day, treating me a lunch like opening or saying, should be ice-breaking. haha! he liked me not to call him directly but asked me to miss call then he would call me back as i can saved up money! this was his principle. this was because his phone credit was sponosored by the company!

in the same day, i got to know the branch operation manager (BOM in short form), Mr. Ramani. he is also a nice man from my senior's mouth. his management is a bit loose. he will not going to manage his staff tight. everything i asked him for permission, he just simply answered okay. but he does have a bad point, that is he used to laugh loudly and his laughing sound very humerous! and he likes to laugh. everytime he talked, he must laugh!

the third person i got to know is ting fang, teo. she is the girl that i could not tahan one. the way her talking as i mentioned in the previous blog.. but at the last day, 30th of june, was also her last day working at there. i back early. i just sms her when i was on the road. she said she bought a cake for me! but, unfortunately, i back already.. how? just greet her thank you. and im here to wish her all the best in the coming semesters as she is studying in UTHM.

felicia, a pregant-woman. looked like not so older than me, actually she is not! she is young only. the first few days i thought she is a staff in the bank with high authourity because many things got to go through her. actually, she is. she is getting to be BOM soon... in first of august as ramani will go back to puchong. congratulations to her!! and congratulations to her again because she will be a mother soon!(around october as she said when i gonna back home)

chek yin, a young lady, quite nice-looking. she likes to laugh too, same with ramani. she is the senior cashier, counting money every day. she is very good in communication with all races. she did converse with person nice, courteous, and polite. very bad that she had boy friend already.. haha!! kidding kidding...

another chek yin again but is chiek yin, everybody called her gabriella.. 20years old only! i thought she is around the same with me.. hmm my eyesight got problem already! any how, a good person too! willing to ask and willing to learn, no bad mood the whole day. but a pity on her was she did not want to continue her study in UTHM and she continued working in the bank. why?

wendy! sorry ya! she is really a woman!! her face always looks like very fierce! actually a bit fierce indeed. when she gonna crazy, then her fierce face disappear! i think she is better turn to crazy, sot sot type, then better to others... haha! if not i scare too!

who else? above persons are in the GMM department..

in priority banking there, only got 4 girls i knew and there are only 4 girls there la... girls?! because they are actually young!

the leader, lee yen! a leader with full-responsibility, do the things well and systematically. quite good of her because she is willing to teach me for some applications in PB. she likes to call xiao di but i got name what!! because she is easily forgot my name! that what she mentioned to me frequently.. hehe...

emmie, the second person i knew in this PB department. she is my senior in my secondary school, cousin of my friends.. she likes to wash me a while sometimes i did something very cute in her opinion. likewise, i kneelled down in front of lee yen when i was doing some document arragements... she laughed and said:" you want to ask leeyen marry with you? she is married la!" haha...

amanda, i did not know her well. silent face with silent mouth.... seldom chat with her.. but i knew her a good person too..

the last one in PB, that is ai mei. she is my senior too! but is ukm. well, a good person too la! sure! my senior what!! hehe!! she did things seriously..

now, no others in the first floor.. and go down to ground floor.

ground floor, the most kaypoh person is jonathan, the first person i knew in the bank for ground floor. well, say no more this guy, quite weird of his action..

then, the next person is darren. he is nice person too!! ukm senior too!! erm..hem... ukm students are good person what.. haha! darren koo is his name. name cool person also cool. not like to talk. once talk, all of his patterns came out! sometimes a bit cute of his words.. yo! 27 years old dy la!! haha! good lo him! treat me a lunch at my last day.. lunch with him 2 times, quite like to say he is boring, wanna to have girl friend... asking me to give him numbers.. haha! how can i give you easily? keke! feel free and come ukm and ur old place to have look lo! u know, your old place also fulled with beauties what....

who else at ground floor? erm... joanne... a lady with nice and polite character too! at my last day, she gave me her name card and said:" when u graduate and gonna to find career, can come and ask me, i got lots of friends doing engineering. so maybe i can help.. dont be shy ya!!" a very thank you to her!

dennis is the person i met every day but i din talk with her at all.. even the last day, i just put my hand up and say good bye with her..

the last person is the branch manager, ah bay... bay is the manager with full authority... well, quite good of his treatment to every staff..

meanwhile, during this period another two persons also appeared in the bank. one is joseph, the SCB HQ auditor, coming here for 2 weeks doing audit.. quite tight of his requirements... every documents i took and did, he asked me keep it well in the cabinet indirectly. only listening to his order, not others' objection... as he has the most power in the bank, even the manager also scare of him!! another person is Mr. Paran. the relieve manager in the bank. he is the person travelling many banks to relieve the local bank manager. he is quite tight of his behavior. i also scare of him!!

after all, im quite happy doing at there as all of them are quite nice treating person.... as u know, banking is the service what... haha!

careless and bad luck

June 23, 2008 Monday Sunny



I met accident today.



In the morning, i went to petronas for filling petrol. finished filling, went out from station. at the junction out to Jalan Labis, i saw a lorry and it was in the middle of road because the driver also out from petronas too. i drove to its left hand side. a car was in front of me. so these three vehicles were in the purpose to yong peng town direction.



It was too bad! the lorry driver moved forward. i noticed it came forward me with a very very slow speed. i started to horn. within few seconds in tenth, that lorry crashed into my car at my driving side! my goodness! my car.... i hornt until the driver stopped his lorry.

I could not get out from the car. the driving side door was compressed into the car. quite terrible when i saw it. a small knock from lorry could leave a deep image on the car! it can be imagined that if a car was crashed by a lorry with high speed, what will happen?!

It was bad luck that my car was crashed by the lorry and the car had to be repaired.
It was lucky that it was nothing happened on me! i was safe.
It was careless of my behavior that i was at the side of the lorry.

Anyhow it was a bad experience to me. Try the best to avoid such thing and bad thing happen to me.

satisfactory

June 18, 2008 Wednesday Rainy

Year 2 Sem 2 final exam result released. I satisfied with it. this time my result was improved again! that what i satisfied! a bit disappointed with a subject that i expected to get a certain grade but do not get it. anyhow, set a target for next semester.... i want to improve again my pointer to more higher point! good luck to me! i will and i must try the best!

Working for about 4 weeks already! working for that project, i started feel boring with it. meanwhile i'm quite 'pek chek' with someone. that someone is the staff who work in the bank with me, not my colleague but is the staff of the bank, also same with me, under contract for one month and with the task to help me in doing the project. someone is girl.

First day we worked, nothing. second day started talking to understand more. bad dreams came. i realised that she get used to speak with dragged-voice, eg, she liked to speak "hao lian liao looooooo", what "li hai liao loooooooo". haizz, how come she like to speak like that? besides, i also realised that she also like to speak some words that i cant and u may not to reply her. really cant tahan for this girl! wtf of her words! first time met with such girl. how come ya?! acting cute like that very not suitable to her face, her body, her pattern and etc. dont act cute, k! very bad feeling to see that! she act and she speak, not only to me but to other colleagues too! other collegues could reply her with another method that i cant use it and that i cant make it from my mouth.

Anyhow, dont let me meet this kind of people again! quite sien with it! ti kong bo bi! (hokkien)

my holidays

30 MAY 2008 Friday Sunny

Over one month i did not post anything here. after final exam, i should have my free time for a long term. but how? why? i did shout out anything here? easy saying, im lazy to post! well, turn back here.

this holiday i didnt take third semester. so my vacation began on 8th of may and will finish on 6th of july. before my final exam finished, i received a sms from my senior. in that text, it mentioned that a job vacancy for data entry is available and he asked me to contact him if i did want the job. without thinking further, i just ask senior and contact with that person-in-charge. coincidentally, ejay(my housemate) did call the person-in-charge too for that job. later both of us went for interview and got the job. and now, ejay works at kajang branch and i work at batu pahat branch.

but i start working on 28th of may. till now, only 3 days. the first day many things and processes to learn. and today, i only successfully finished 5 batches for 3 days. so slow of me! hopefully on the coming days every thing goes smooth.

hopefully this work will not finish so fast.. if not i will start boring at home again!!! haha!

during the holidays i also wait for my final exam result for last semester. so, wish i can score well, very well, damn well!!

final exam

15 April 2008, Tuesday, Sunny

one month din post blog here. i was quite busy in the month of March. rushing with a lot of assignments, projects, presentations, project report and etc. finally end all of it at 11th of april by passing up the report of business in chinese. among the projects, i was so sorry to those i ignored them like my team members. i din assigned the works well to you all. this is my shortness and my fault to you all. somehow, it past. hopefully i will not to meet such situation again in the coming semester. really miss my team members before this because we can do work together in harmony and joy. quite appreciate times before. sorry to say that. it's true feeling!

after 2 months of business, it comes to final exam period. this week is the study week. i din go back home. actually i want back, my dad asked me not to back because i just back last month when SPR. last two days, i received a msg from my brother, saying that my uncle was passed away. knowing about that, i wanna to go back for a visit. but my dad rejected me again since my uncle's funeral would be at the next day that is monday or yesterday.

this semester, i took 7 subjects. say truly, i'm not to show my talent or what. but just for the sake of learning. in my opinion, i think that it is good for us to learn more. although i would feel a bit busy and heavy for me when all things come together. somehow, i settled it well and can be said that okay or well. just what i could not handle it well was i could not make revision.

well this coming saturday i will start my exam.

19-04 Saturday 商贸与文化 business in chinese
21-04 Monday German
22-04 Tuesday Mechanics of Materials
24-04 Thursday Hubungan Etnik
27-04 Sunday Engineering Statistics
05-05 Monday Engineering Dynamics
07-05 Wedesday Manufacturing Process I

hope i can score well. certainly i will try my best!!

12月27日 我自己

2008年2月14日 星期四 晴


12月27日 智慧與奉獻
宮位：魔羯座4º-6º
魔羯座一
本位的土象
12月27日出生的人，從較高的層面上看來，是以服務為導向。也就是說，他們非常關心家人、朋友和大眾的需求。而他們也經常有這個能力，能利用智慧支實現抱負。盡管有點理想化，但還是可以調整作法，并在現實生活中產生實際的貢獻。
這天出生的人喜歡智慧型的幽默感，一般而言，他們都是心地善良的人。但是在修改上還是有一些缺失，這只有少數跟他們很親近的人才會知道。他們很敏感，因此對于別人的侮辱或是拒絕，反應多半很強烈，卻會默默地承受著痛苦，將挫折感和對別人的敵意藏在心里。這天出生的人真的應該學習多多表達自己，必要的時候，可以多有一些反應和沖動。
12月27日出生的人通常是絕對的公私分明。事實上，這也是非常健康的作法。很奇怪的是，他們能夠在下班回家之后，就將工作拋諸腦后，變成另一個。即使是那些在家開工作室的人也是一樣。因為這天出生的人十分珍惜他們的家庭生活，而且通常不是那種會忽略家庭的人。
12月27日出生的人所面臨的最大的問題，就是具有自我犧牲的傾向。他們可以為了錯誤的原因而犧牲自己，卻沒有辦法站起來替自己爭取權利。他們之中比較有智慧的人最后會自己設限來保護自己，認知到不要讓后悔的情緒占據自己的內心。至于那些比較不的聰明的人，就只會責備自己，終日陷在低潮里，因為缺乏自尊心而痛苦尤分。基本上，今天出生的人會認為自己的犧牲是崇高的道德，因此而相當自傲，于是心中對此有疑慮和罪惡感時，自然對自我形成無與倫比的打擊。所以，他們應該學習如何處理內在和外在的負面想法，這在人格及精神上的發展都是非常重要的。
由于這天出生的人通常都被別人認為是很大方的一個人，一點都不自私，所以他們有時在選擇自己的路時，會讓別人覺得失望。但是，仍應該堅持擁有獨立的想法。如果那是他們心中所期待的，不妨大聲說出來，坦白表現自己的不同。
對12月27日出生的人而言，信仰是生活里一個重要的元素。他們經常需要一個宗教，或是一種精神力量，讓他們的生活更有意義。這樣的信仰，不管是崇高的神力、人，都能讓他們覺得較能接受別人。除此之外，他們也應該學習在性格上取得平衡，雖然和藹可親，但不要讓自己被人欺負或利用。
幸運數字和守護星
12月27日出生的人受到數字9（2＋7＝9）及火星的影響。數字9對于其他數字有很大的影響力（任何一個數字加上9之后，會回復原來的數字，例如5＋9＝14，4＋1＝5，任何一個數字乘上9之后都會得出9，例如9*5＝45，4＋5＝9），而12月27日出生的人也同樣具有影響力。火星強而有力，非常積極。但是，由于12月27日出生的人有時會壓抑自己，死氣沉沉，所以他們必須學習將火星帶來的能量做正面的發揮。一般而言，火星和土星（魔羯座的主宰行星）的交互影響，代表著過分退縮和溫和的傾向。
健康
12月27日出生的人，容易過度的犧牲自我，不善與人爭奪的性格容易會造成低潮和挫折感，連帶的產生情緒問題。經常將憤怒埋藏在心里，使得他們失去了自我的意志。因此，任何能讓他們運用精力的活動，像運動、一個充滿活力且多樣的飲食習慣，與愛侶之間固定的性生活等等，都能說明他們擁有健康的心靈。12月27日出生的人應該特別注意飲食，不要造成動脈或血栓上的問題，建議飲食上可以盡量低脂、低碘、低膽固醇、低糖，加上固定分量的新鮮水果，及稍微烹調過的蔬菜。此外，長坐辦公桌的工作可能會對他們的健康千萬不良影響，尤其是他們沒有足夠運動的時候。
建議
勇敢面對低沉的情緒。維持開朗和活力。別讓任何人奪去你的彈性和樂觀，多珍視好的想法和感覺。繼續付出，但要懂得要求回報。認清自己的價值。
名 人
瑪琳狄崔屈(Marlene Dietrich)德裔美籍電影女演員，她在第二次世界大戰期間成為美國大兵的夢中情人，因而使她的電影在德國遭禁演。
台灣電影制片人徐立功，曾任電影圖書館首任館長及中央電影公司制片部經理，現為縱橫國際影視公司負責人。
意大利文藝復興時代作曲家喬萬尼帕勒勞動保護垂那(Giovanni Palestrina)，擅長彌撒音樂、聖樂以及抒情小曲，作品包括《教皇馬爾契利彌撒曲》、《聖母悼歌》。
威廉馬斯特(William H.Masters)美國性學治療師，他與維吉尼亞強森(Virginia E.Johnson)共同做了許多研究，著有《人類性之不足》。
杰哈德厄巴特(Gerard Depardieu)法國電影演員，他曾主演《大鼻子情聖》等名片，因在演藝圈的表現出來出色而榮獲騎士獎章。
辛妮格林史區(Sidney Greenstreet)美國電影演員，在電影《馬爾它之鷹》中擔任賈特男一角。
塔羅牌
大秘儀塔羅牌的第9張是“隱士”，他提著一盞燈、拄著拐杖，代表冥想、孤立與寂靜，象征智慧的結晶及絕對的紀律。隱士是嚴厲的導師，他運用良心使人走上正途。牌面正立時代表有所堅持、有目標、深沉且專注﹔牌面倒立則表示專斷、不易原諒他人、猜忌多疑以及氣餒。
靜思語
笑聲本身可能毫無意義，但它對心靈的影響卻深刻久遠。
優點
自立、實際、投入。
缺點
忘性高、輕忽自己。

生病记

2008年2月14日 星期四 晴

已经生病有6天了。
最初是感冒和点点的肚子胀风。
感冒也在星期日好转。
但胀风情况却还没好转。
多日午餐能吃
但晚餐不能吃
后来腹泻
到今天还在隐隐作痛
希望快快康复

新年快乐

2008年2月14日 星期四 晴

今天，正月初八，昨天人日、今天西方情人节、明天拜天公。

今年的农历新年很短暂。三天罢了。
初一
早上起床拿红包。
下午去BP和怡音、“台湾妹妹”美薇、“新加坡人”康宏一起向“俄罗斯姐姐”宣怡拜年。
晚上和家人一起回昔加末外公外婆家。

初二
早上到小白及秀敏家拜年。
下午回到外婆家。
晚上无所事事。

初三
早上还在昔加末范围内逗留。
下午回到永平及到BP找“中国人”小欧前上司拜年听故事。
晚上找老师拜年。。及为中六好朋友庆生。

初四
早上11时启程回国大
下午4时多到家

就这样，三天的新年过了。。

一月份的部落格

2008年1月18日 星期五 雨-阴

好久没有写部落格了。好几位朋友都问着。谢谢你们的关心。我只是没东西写罢了。

07年12月31日下午，和蚊子、淑冰、小白、锦松、秀巧、子若、直敏和施桦乘搭云顶最后一趟快车上云顶。目的只有上去庆祝倒数。路途上有点累累的。睡了一会儿。快快的，我们到了云顶缆车站。上去。吃晚餐及走走。等待最后一刻的到来。最初还在第一世界广场欣赏节目。到了2330，以最快的速度到酒店外的广场观赏烟火表演。怎知，根本就是人挤人！好拥挤哦！结果大伙儿手搭肩，连成列车，以免走失，也蛮好玩的！这个烟火表演真好看！比起之前在布特拉再也的烟火大赛来的好看。赞！不过，这次也是第一次的经验，在云顶，没睡房，没睡觉。躲在赌场里喝水混时间过。。回家时，在巴士，有位大学生竟然睡到我肩上去。也真是好笑的！要睡就睡嘛，还好几次缩回去，然后才在最后倒下。真有他的。=.=''' 虽然我也睡着了，但还有知觉。。想笑到笑，都要暗笑！呵呵呵！

再说会311207，那天是新学期的开始。也没感觉了。也许是习惯了。期待已久，终于开学了。但也是无聊罢了。

开学的第一星期，的确没上课。但是第一堂课是重要的！不容翘课！但第一堂课，就已有两科的讲师给个quiz了。过份！我们都不会嘛。。

到了今天，第一个功课已经交上了。是数学统计。第一个实验也作了。

这个学期我很贪心。拿了20个学分。别的同学普遍上拿14个学分，且最多者也只是17个学分。为什么呢？17学分者都是外语。而我。。是德语II及商贸与文化（华语）这两科。20个学分，第一次拿，比起上个学期的18学分比较起来多了一科，负担也多了一个。德语是不放弃的，华语学来也是好处嘛。。希望我能应付得了。我会努力的！

以下是云顶的烟火ｖｉｄｅｏ．